#39 RE: NO FAP – My Sissy Addiction Story: Is There Any Hope For Me?

I found this post on a nofap forum website. There’s no doubt in my mind that the author of this piece wrote this with the intention to lure and bring back our sisters who have foolishly tried to leave our fold and disregard their true purpose in life. It is a beautifully written story with cleverly hidden subliminal triggers. Any sissy reading this in hopes of finding out how to get rid of her “addiction” to sissy hypnosis will find that it is entirely impossible. Once you realize that you are a sissy, you will understand that this is your life. You are a sissy for a reason. No matter how many years you spend trying to run away from it, you will eventually come to accept that this is who you are. Better to learn earlier than later.

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#38 – Sissy Writing – Save Yourself From No Fap

As the shemale porn category grows in popularity, I know there are going to be a lot of straight men out there who are confused and worried about their totally natural attraction to trans women. I will sometimes browse “No Fap” forums to see what causes these men to want to stop watching shemale porn and what triggers them to ‘relapse’ and start watching it again. No Fap is a community of guys who try to stop themselves from watching porn and any form of masturbation. The operative word here is ‘try’. They trap themselves into these miserable lives where even though they aren’t watching porn, their lives still revolve around avoiding it. It makes them paranoid and all that stress and tension is probably not good for their brain.
While browsing a recent forum, I came across this post. The guy who wrote it sounds so desperate and lost. He is confused by his attraction to shemale porn and transwomen and won’t allow himself to be free. By the end of the confession post, he admits that he may be repressing something in himself. If he only had friends who shared his interest and helped him come to accept himself, maybe he wouldn’t have ended up in this sorry state. That’s why I started this blog; to help all my sissy followers find a community and a place where they can realize that it is alright to be who they are and there’s nothing wrong with living their lives the way they want to. 
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I consider myself to be a straight male by definition since I have no attraction to men or masculinity. But, I have been addicted to shemale porn for 10 years. I’ve looked at plenty of other weird stuff involving females prior to that, but now I look at shemale porn exclusively. I have no problem attracting women and I prefer sex to porn, so I never have a strong desire to watch regular female porn.I’ve been trying to stop watching porn for the last few years. I started out counting the days and keeping journals, but this kept it on my mind constantly and made it more difficult. I made it 6-8 weeks on a few occasions. Afterwards, I stopped thinking/worrying about it and it made it easier, but I would get a related dream or thought and end up relapsing a few days later after obsessing over it.I’ve even had sex with shemales on a few occasions and have met up with others. This usually happens after watching shemale porn for days and getting to the point where I just convince myself to try it again. I’m usually disgusted when I meet up with a shemale in real life and the masculinity turns me off completely. But, I continue spending 8-10 hours a day looking for the perfect feminine shemale like in the pornos. I think that maybe it’s my true orientation and I’ll enjoy it if I find the right one.If I spend 3-4 weeks away from shemale porn, the interest begins to fade. Sometimes, I’ll even find it unappealing when I first go back to watching it. But, something compels me to keep watching it and not stop or switch to normal porn. After a few days, I’m back into it 100% and it arouses me like nothing else can. I start to lose interest in having sex with females and invest all of my time to shemale porn or trying to meet up with a real shemale.I know I’m not the only one who has fallen victim to this. The number of shemale porn sites out there is insane compared to when I first got into it. I’ve used CraigsList to meet shemales and there are so many guys now who post ads looking for the same thing. Just a few years ago when I first used it, I rarely saw ads like that.I’ve been relapsing for the past week and I’m going to attempt it again. I basically know what I need to do, but it’s just discouraging at this stage. I learn new tricks every time though. I’ve noticed that I’ve relapsed the last few times after drinking a large amount of alcohol. So, I think cutting back on drinking will need to be addressed also.

I feel like I’m repressing something. But, knowing that the shemale porn becomes less appealing as I spend time away from it should tell me something.

#36 Cuckolding: A Path to Sissification?

Over the past decade, cuckolding porn seems to have grown in popularity and has been taken up by many straight couples as a way to spice up their relationship. According to Pornhub’s data, every month, 1.75 million people search some variation of “cuckold”, “cuck” or “cucked” on Pornhub, placing it in the Top 100 of all search terms.

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I think this may explain the increase in femdom, CEI, and JOI videos as well. Those videos where mistresses are enticing you to do humiliating sissy tasks like eat your own cum and sniff poppers have been growing rapidly along with cuckolding. More and more people are being exposed to sissy ideas with cuckolding as more beta males are putting themselves in chastity cages and hoping that their wives or girlfriends are into BBC. They then may become open to the idea that they are truly unfit to be a man and seek out sissification. This is a wonderful thing and I hope the popularity in cuckolding increases as it helps out our community a lot by bringing in new members.

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What do you think? Are you into cuckolding? What are your experiences? Do you think it explains why some people become sissies?

#35 Why is Shemale porn becoming more popular?

Colin Allerton is a numbers guy. As director of business development of porn retail site adultempire.com, he keeps a close eye on what trends upward and what doesn’t. On his radar is something called T-porn, that is, porn featuring pre-operative transgender women, and its most loyal viewers tend to be heterosexual men.

“Years ago we had trans material only listed on the gay website that we run,” Allerton told us a few months back. After conducting an “experiment” and moving trans content onto the straight site, sales shot up by 50%. More recently, he confirmed, “It’s one of our top 10 most popular categories.”

Porn site Evil Angel starting producing trans content back in 1998. “At the time it was about as fringe as you could get in our business, but boy, did it make money,” says Adam Grayson, the site’s chief financial officer. “Over the past two decades it’s become quite normal, but the level of profitability has never changed. These movies are by far the best-selling at Evil Angel, across DVD, web, VOD, television, you name it.”

“An hour of good trans content is like gold in our business, often generating two times the revenue of an hour of more traditional adult fare,” he added.

The folks over at RedTube tell us that searches for trans porn have grown dramatically since 2013, the majority of them conducted by men. According to their statisticians, guys are 455% more likely to search for transgender porn when compared to women. On a state level, they found that Wyoming has the highest proportion of transgender searches.

The United States ranks 12th worldwide for the proportion of trans related searches within each country. The people of Brazil, Italy, Argentina, and Russia appear to be the most likely to watch trans porn.

Over at Pornhub, the “Shemale” category features just under 15,000 videos. That’s more than the For Women, BBW and Bondage categories combined. It also tops other popular genres like rough sex, orgy and webcam.

Of course, hammering out the appeal is a complicated task. “Different people can be doing the same thing for different reasons,” says New York City sex therapistMichael Aaron. One theory revolves around the idea of fetish. “Straight guys fetishize body parts,” Aaron explains. “Even though they are straight in the sense that they only fall in love with women, they only want to have relationships with women, the penis might be arousing to them.” In regards to the lure of the trans performer he says, “Here’s someone who looks like a woman but possesses a body part that turns them on.”

It seems that kind of novelty goes a long way in the porn universe. “The consumer is always looking for that kind of taboo,” says Allterton. “They may watch something that they would never do themselves, but it being taboo makes it more attractive to them, because it’s not their everyday, normal life.”

If the numbers tell us anything, it’s that fantasies surrounding trans women are largely entertained through porn consumption. Though there are also those who choose to take things offline and into real life.

Van Barnes, a trans woman, spent three years working as a sex worker in New York City during the ‘90s. She told AlterNet, “Something clicks where these trans-attracted people get off on the naughtiness. Most of their life they were formulated to believe attraction and action with a woman like us was negative and a nonverbalized forbidden… We have been not-talked-about secrets for generations.” She added, “There are gay identified men out there that are attracted to trans women and a few will have relationships, but this is still minimal compared to straight identified men, and few to none gay dudes pay trans women for sex.”

“Most straight identified men begin their attraction with the simple magnetism of the mystery of sex with someone so feminine and has a penis. Physically through the act of oral worship or bottoming for a woman with a penis gives men new body territory and feelings to explore… It’s a multisensory experience,” Barnes said.

And men aren’t the only ones whose fantasies fall out of sync with their sexual orientation. Gay male porn remains hugely popular among heterosexual women. “I think our standard definitions of orientation are a little dated,” says Aaron. “There’s a lot of academic discussion about opening up our understanding of orientation being about much more than gender.”

Aaron introduced us to the concept of “queer heterosexuality,” or more fluid and non-binary expression of heterosexual identity. Some hope opening up the discussion will “begin to give voice and legitimacy to the queerness that exists within the straight male world,” as one study puts it.

Embracing forms of sexual play previous dubbed “queer” is likely to prove an important step in opening up the conversation surrounding gender, identity and attraction.

“Two generations from now… the psychology of this attraction will be different because the societal dynamics are in the process of changing,” says Barnes.

(Taken from Alternet)

#34 Amateur – SlutyVanessa

SlutyVanessa is a true sissy slut and has proved herself time and time again over the years. She had one of the first videos on the internet of herself sniffing poppers before sucking a cock. The first time I saw that video, it became an immediate favorite.

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She is an absolute legend who deserves to be recognized for her amazing work.

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She is now trying to break into mainstream porn and is looking for porn companies to work with. I hope by promoting her here, her work will reach the eyes of some porn producer who can make her dream of being a pro trans pornstar come true.

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#33 Role Model – Sarina Valentina

The purpose of the “Role Model” blog post series is to help aspiring sissies find idols who they can learn from and admire. When you are first starting out, getting all dolled up and training yourself to hypnos, it’s hard to know what you should do to look prettier and more feminine. It’s important for you to find a couple pornstars or models who you admire and start to copy their style. Learn from what they did and mimic their success. If you are persistent, maybe one you will find yourself doing a porn shoot with your role model, someone who you were just jerking off to a couple of years ago.

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#32 Response to Psychology of Sissy Faggots by SissyDenise35

One thing I love more than creating content for sissies is reading the responses and comments I get back on the stuff I write. Reading this response to my post entitled “Psychology of Sissy Faggots” made me very happy. I love seeing how what I write helps sissies understand more about themselves and gives them the freedom to go deeper into sissification and feminization.

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Author: SissyDenise35

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I just read this..and HOLY SHIT…it pegs me to a T. I’d say the only differences between that article and myself…is that I am well endowed (8×5) and my cock obsession secretly began all the way back in my late teens…the interracial fetish began in my early 20s..and I started trying on my spouses panties and lingerie and using her toys probably around 10 years ago..and that was hit or miss.

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#31 Amateur – futa892: SISSY PROSTATE CUMSHOT IN CHASTITY CB6000S

It’s a beautiful thing to see a sissy locked away in chastity being able to have a sissygasm. It’s what all sissy faggot sluts aspire to achieve one day. Those who can accomplish this goal will experience anal pleasure that is unimaginable and will become an addiction. They will no longer need to go back to jerking off their pathetic little clits. They will have a better way of cumming using their true pleasure organ. They will become dedicated anal sluts for life.

Watch, enjoy, admire, and practice so that one day you will be amongst those who can be proud to say that they only cum from anal sex.

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